Blind Malaysian student at the University of Cambridge shares what inspires her to study law and challenges of online class

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“I’m as blind as you can get,” she said.

She relies on her other senses – hearing, touching and smelling to navigate her surroundings and develop spatial awareness. She uses echolocation, a way to detect objects by making sounds and sensing the echoes.

Lean has overcome countless obstacles and now attends one of the world’s most prestigious law schools, but it was not an easy journey.

Growing up in Malaysia was a tremendous challenge because of the country’s lack of support for disabled students, Lean said.

Visually impaired students there have three options: mainstream schools that have no experience supporting disabled students; integrated schools that mostly have able-bodied students but also offer support for disabled students; and specialised schools for the disabled.

During her primary and secondary years, Lean had studied at integrated and specialised schools. But she needed to find another school that would prepare her to take the A-levels university entrance exam.

She struggled to find any.

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“[Schools] refused to accept me because they didn’t want to take the responsibility and risk of having a disabled student,” she said.

She was so furious that she wrote to local newspapers to complain about the issue and call for education reforms. But rather than address the problems that Lean had voiced, the press wanted her to write about her success in overcoming obstacles as a disabled person.

Eventually, a mainstream school admitted her, and she had the opportunity to take part in an exchange programme in the US.

While Lean was studying there, she learned more about advocacy for the rights of disabled people, and was determined to study law so she could make a difference for people with disabilities around the world and in her home country.

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After achieving excellent results in her A-levels, Lean received the offer to study law at Cambridge University, and won a full scholarship from the prestigious Yayasan Khazanah foundation. The accomplished student took the offer because of Malaysia’s status as a Commonwealth country, which meant her law degree would also allow her to practise in Malaysia.

Two years ago, she flew to Britain for the first time in her life to begin university. Like many other first-year international students, she arrived before the term began to get acquainted with her new home, armed with Google Maps’ audio directions and her senses.

“I also recognise coffee shops ... by the smell, and the location of the bank by the texture of the floor,” she said.

Each term is only eight weeks long at Cambridge University, which is known for its intense workload. For law students, this is characterised by long reading lists that must be completed before small-group classes.

In secondary school, Lean used to read and write in Braille – a system of raised dots that can be read by the fingers. But because of the difficulty of carrying the bulky Braille machine during her A-levels, she switched to using Microsoft Word, which could read text out loud.

At Cambridge, she continued to use Microsoft Word, but said relying on the computer to read in what she called a “robotic man voice” was not without its challenges.

“It takes me longer to go through the same material because I have to listen to everything,” she explained.

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Despite the struggle, she refused to ask for help.

“I grew up in an environment in Malaysia where, if I [didn’t] fight to be the same as everyone else, I wouldn’t have the opportunity at all,” she recalled. “So I didn’t want to get help because I felt I would be judged for being useless as a disabled student.”

But thanks to the encouragement of her tutor – someone who provides support for students – Lean eventually reached out to her college, Hughes Hall, and the law school for extra support. The experiences taught her to accept and embrace her disability.

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Near the end of her first year, the Covid-19 outbreak hit, and the university switched to online classes which lasted through her second year.

During her virtual classes, Lean not only had to type notes on her computer, but also had to listen simultaneously to class discussions, and her computer’s robotic voice reading out her notes.

“It felt so suffocating because everything was in my head,” she recalled.

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Despite all the challenges she has faced, Lean has also enjoyed her university experience so far. In her spare time, she plays goalball, a paralympic sport that requires players to throw a ball embedded with bells into their opponents’ goal.

Asked how able-bodied people should treat the visually impaired, Lean responded that people looking to help the blind should always ask first.

“I walk close to the curb near the cars, so people think it is dangerous. Some just grab me and steer me off my path, which disorients me instead,” she said.

She also emphasised the importance of not assuming that every blind or disabled person is the same.

“My disability is part of me, but it does not define me,” Lean explained.

1. Chemotherapy - 化療: Treatment of a disease by using chemical substances, especially the treatment of cancer

2. Navigate - 探索: To find their way through

3. Prestigious - 有聲望的: Inspiring respect and admiration; having high status

4. Tremendous - 極大的: Very great in amount, scale, or intensity

5. Advocacy - 擁護: Public support for or recommendation of a particular cause or policy

6. Simultaneously -同時的: Occurring, operating, or done at the same time

7. Disorient - 使迷失方向: Cause (someone) to lose their sense of direction